Monday, October 19, 2009

time to relax...

It can be me....
the person who live without think anything...
I want to be relax....
I dont want think something that make me feel worst....
I want to go home......
only that place I will be calm.....
happy or not,life must go on but my life still like that...
I wondering when my life will be really happy.....
May ALLAH give me peace in one moment when I cannot forget about it....
I miss someone who missing from me.....
after that person gone I can't feel my heart anymore......
many thing come to my life....
and many problem I has to face.....
why me??????????
sometimes I want to go far from everything....
without knowing from everybody..
the place that only I know....
the place which can make me feel secure.....
the place only I know who I am.......

Saturday, September 26, 2009

who are you??????

LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22)
Caring and kind. Smart.
Center of attention. High appeal.
Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep.
Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way.
*5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21)
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing.
Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser.
Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed.
*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost

SAGITTARIUS - THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21)
Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY.
Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends.
Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants.
Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. .
*24 years of bad luck if you do not repost

CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now.
Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy.
Easy to talk to.
*7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost

AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back.
Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything.
Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing.
*7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

PISCES - The perfect one (2/19-3/20)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. AWESOME KISSER..
Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Finding.
*4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

ARIES - The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in bed...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy.
Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out.
*9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

TAURUS - The Aggressive One (4/20-5/20)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative.
Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous
*12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

GEMINI - The Gorgeous one (5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.
Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities.
Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. *
*16 years of bad luck if you do not repost

CANCER - The Coolest mutha fucka ull ever meet. (6/22-7/22)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind.
Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable.
*2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LEO - The Sexy One (7/23-8/22)
Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible.
*10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

VIRGO - The Promiscuous One (8/23-9/22)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty
*5 years of back luck if you do not repost.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Air mata syawal

tanpa aku duga air mata ini mengalir di hari yang bahagia......
aku pilu melihat ayah yang masih mampu menyayangi aku walau
untuk seketika....padahal aku bukan suka sangat ngan ayah......
hari ni kitaorang semua ambil gambar keluarga bersama tapi ayah tiada...
semua yang lain seolah-olah ketepikan ayah...hanya kerana ayah dah tak seperti dulu...
tapi aku bukan sedih kerana itu...aku sedih sebab ayah masih mampu tersenyum
dan pura-pura tak ada apa yang berlaku....
aku rindu ayah yang dulu....yang sayang dan sentiasa menyayangi aku.....
tapi hari ni aku dapat secebis kasih walau sekejap cuma dari seorang ayah yang
selama ini aku tunggu....
aku tak mampu luahkan dengan kata-kata hanya yang mampu aku lakukan
"Ya Allah kembalikan ayahku"............aku ingin keluargaku bahagia bersama ayah walau untuk seketika....AMIN.......

Friday, August 21, 2009

dunia kecil aku





aku cipta dunia kecil dalam hidup aku...
hanya aku yang tahu....
hanya aku yang rasa......
walau tak siapa peduli.......
aku tak kisah......
aku masih mampu ketawa...
aku mampu gembira.....
meskipun ada duka tapi aku bahagia......

Monday, August 3, 2009

tercipta untukku

menatap indah senyuman di wajahmu...
membuatku terdiam dan terpaku....
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah..
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku...
banyak kata yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan...
kepada dirimu...
aku ingin engkau selalu hadir dan temani aku...
di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku...
kau tercipta untukku sepanjang hidupku....
meski waktu akan mampu memanggil seluruh ragaku..
ku ingin kau tahu....
ku selalu milikmu...
yang tercipta untukku.....
sepanjang hidupku....
salahkah aku meluah apa yang aku rasa......
salahkah aku cerita apa yang aku lihat....

salahkah aku sayang apa yang aku ada......
salahkah aku mengharap pada yang tersayang......
siapalah aku nak mengharap apa yang tak pasti...
tapi aku ada hati dan perasaan...
aku juga manusia biasa.....
tak layakkah aku hidup macam orang lain......
mungkin ini takdirnya....
mungkin ini penghujungnya.......

Thursday, July 16, 2009

sepi ini

dalam derita hidup yang tak mungkin sapa tahu....
kegelisahan menjadi teman sepi ini....
derita datang berganti-ganti....
kawan tidak lagi di sisi....
kehidupan masih tiada erti...
dalam kesamaran mencari jalan damai...
datang lagi derita yang tak pasti....
kini sedih sudah menjadi sebati....
menanti detik kehancuran yang kekal abadi....
andai masih ada yang mengerti.....
semuanya kini tidak bererti.....
hidup kini terbiar sepi..
hanyut bersama kenangan lalu....
biarlah ia menjadi sepi agar tidak terluka lagi.......